Swirls of Confusion

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::*Corona*

Corrinne Cheong
21 April 1989(18)
CHIJ Toa Payoh (Pri & Sec)
Our Lady Star of the Sea
(Angelus Choir)
Love: music,animals and kids

::Wishlist

a baby sister
a dog
migrate to New Zealand or Australia
clubbing
fulfill my dream career

::Favs

Mostly Hip-hop, R&B and Pop music, Honey and mostly romantic comedies, singing, dancing and writing songs/poems...

::Connections

music pat melvin ana puden nigel joanne manda manda's art blog hatsuee roch carol apes sam.ang chris robin soffie andi lucas mitsuye gab egan alicia christine chelsea

:: scream don't talk

:: Credits

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The Designer

:: Wednesday, March 14, 2007

Woke up this morning and had this thought...am I going down the wrong path? Or is it just a phase in life?
Begin to realise that after that depressing incident of not getting into the course I wanted, despite how hard I tried, I've not really been feeling myself deep down inside...even though I may seem or look fine. In fact, I'm beginning to forget who I really was..
For now I'm fucking pissed off with MOE and feel really embarrassed whenever anyone asks me about my posting...I mean true...there are others who have done even more badly than me...but it's not really more about how I've done but about what I've failed to do...Think I'm also kinda angry with God cos I had prayed to him that time to enable me to get into the course I wanted...
Could it be that I didn't pray hard enough? Or is all this a punishment from him due to all the misdeeds I've done?
I know it's childish thinking but still...there's always a reason for everything...and I've been trying to make the best of the situation but somehow I always end up on the down side...
Read somewhere in church that day that nice people should also pray and prayful people should also be nice...if given a choice, I think I'm one of those nice people who should also try to pray...
Sigh...really dunno what to expect out of life anymore...feel like I'm hanging on a thread and that I have to just go with the flow...if not I'd just fall...

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